Life is twice as pretty once your dead

So alot has happened. Nothing amazing just the simple Jered being an a**. My week: TONS OF HUGE TESTS, got in a fight with my best friend, made up, got grounded, fussed with Jered. Fun fun.
So my mom and him sat me down and we talked about my 'additude'. Whatever, he's the a** that makes the arguements continue,not me.
So they moved my Orthopedic appointment to thursday. I'm tierd of this. I just need a diognosas. Do I need surgery or not? Gees.
Haven't talked or seen my dad in a few weeks, so I'm supposed to go to his house tommorow, if that works out.:/
I found most of my teachers strongly dislike me.Haha. Oh well, it goes both ways.
I won't bore you.
Buh bye.

,Jordan

"Can we clib this mountain? I don't know. Higher now then ever before"

WILLIEEE. LYK WOE NAH.

Sort of a venting entry, don't think to much into it.


:] Heller. So it's late... or early. Anyways tonight was fun, partially. It started out fun anyways. My mom's friends came over, again. Oh and Jered let the dogs in the house, Willie's freaking hyper, but he loves me now.[Willie's our new dog]

Anyways, it was fun up until the part where my mom tripped out. I mentioned something about her drinking and she freaked. Saying how she never drinks, she doesn't stumble into her room every night. I was like ok, and minding my own bisuness after the lecture. And all of a sudden she goes " GO IN YOUR ROOM."
"Why?"

"YOUR ANNOYING ME."

"What did I do?"

[jered buts in, but lets skip that]

" JUST GO."

So I went I could hear them talking about me. She was portraying me to have a perfect life, and she was whinning about her dad, which I feel bad, he was an alchoholic. I mean, I've seen my dad stumble, he use to be an alcholic.[God I can't spell] I've seen horrible fights between him and my step mom. I've had my dad be away from me for months, She knows it all. She knows I'm scared about him dying, because he smokes so much, because he's a horrible driver and could lose his one kidney and bam. Dead.
She knows I haven't had a perfect life. I was pissed listening to that, no, I don't want her to explain my life's story to them. But, don't act like I'm some brat with a no problem life. A no prob. life doesn't exist in this world, never has.

But it cleared up, they left. We wen't and talked. She was about to cry because I told her how my dad had drunk 4 beers and a shot the other day, and how I was worried he was going down that path again. We talked about my friend, and her horrible situation, we talked about it all.

I'm glad we did, because I vented. Normally I'm a very closed up person, It sucks but I can never push my self to vent to anyone but a freaking computer screen, or a diary.
I love my mom to death. Would do anything, and I mean anything for her. End of story.

Drags out miles in America breifcase in hand

HA

God... so I had a doctors appointment again. I am annoyed. Wrecks sucks booty. And no one thought it would drag out so long.
xray.mri. and now I have to see and orthopedic doctor on tuesday. No clue what that is. No clue if I really care. I'm betting the doctor thinks I'm faking. Anyways at least I got out of P.e. for it I sure do look like a retard trying to do jumping jacks when only one arm can go up all the way.
It's 1:44am I crashed out a 6:50pm, with an aching back. Now I can't seem to fall back asleep.
Nothing much has happened other then that,just sneaking on for a short update.

lawls I just found some v-day thing I gave to my mom a few years back. Damn thats an ugly cupid... at least I'm better at drawing now. I've been practicing alot, and its become a lot funner. Idk, I had just stopped for a while.
On a musical note, I'm trying to get my old guitar teacher back so I can learn, I've put it off for to long and if I'm going to be a guitarist I've obv. need to learn the guitar. I've got the desire for it, just need the skills.alright peacee out.

,jordan

Panic at the discoooo<3

lol me looking like a total tard.



Heh, sorry for such a lloooong wait. Wow. Well Christmas has passed. New years has passed. Woop woop, 2009. I got a camera and an Iphone. Not the camera I wanted, but I'm more then content. The iphone is awesome :] it's great. I have tons-o-apps. One, pops popcorn, hha and obviously, you can't really eat it. My camera broke though... everytime I turn it on it makes a loud noise,and the lens doesn't come out, so my dad has to take it back and get it fixed. I should probubaly get on to telling him but I'm kinda scared. He'll trip out. Ahhh well.

I got an MRI, a few weeks back. Nothing wrong with my muscles. The wreck did something, I know it cause I still can't lift my arm up all the way, and I got horrible neck pain last night. Mabye it's bulging disks who knows. The body is complicated.

So, I've been keeping up on read blogs, more then I've updated my own obvously. Ryan's[ryan ross] is awesome, and Jon[jon walker] pops in every once and a while, which is awesome. And Keltie Colleen's is cool. Not sure if I spelled it right. I started William Becket's today. My friend has a major crush on him ever since I showed her The Academy is..'s 'About a girl' video. Ya... he is pretty friggin attractive. Haha. God and I think I finally decided on my favorite Patd song. Northern Downpour. It'll change.

P.s. I just had a dentist appointment.
P.s.s. Laughing gas makes your tummy hurt.O.o
Ps.s. I've been drawing alllot lately. I don't know why I stopped, but some guy at my mom's work payed me t draw his kid. Easy ten bucks.