I wanna kiss you in the rain so.

It's only 8:28 in the night. My moms annoying friends are here. Jered's an a**. I FINALLY took my MRI lmao. We do not know the results. But My braces may have messed it up a tad bit. Hehe. Not much news to tell you in all honestly. I have a crush, and its real bad. But that's unwanted news.
I signed up for Twitter, and got it on my iphone. I love it. So short and quick you don't have to write a huge post. Lolol. Ohh yeahh. I got a new iphone.=D
that is all. go on with your lives.

loll

Oh haii. It's been a whileee. I always post and take long breaks. Well In the past few weekends I've been to Texas with Summer, And Holly Beach with Alex and Brooke. Texas was a blast, we met alot of people and staid up till 6;30 helping our friend Reggie with the hotel. We saw a 4 story mall, amazing. And even went to my old school and apartment.
Holly beach.Lmao. WOOW. Me and Alex were total pervs. Lol I wont say much more but that we drew people on the beach and ran away when people came. Figure it out.
Then these college dudes were trying to impress us by peeling out in some dirt, and we were just like ' fail'.
Getting my MRI tommorow last one, ill find out if I need surgery. Im nervous. Wish me luck

,
Jordan

eh

So sorry it's been sooo long. Not a whole lot has happened, lost another friend over her gay boyfriend and won her back. Thank god. My Granny is doing well in treatment.[lol dont remember if I covered that.] My dads slowly getting better, I think hes close to being happy again. Jered's still a butt. And my mom is my mom.
This weekend we're babysitting my grannys cuuuuuuteee lil' puppy, shes a mini Izzy.=D My dad and my stepmom are going to visit my granny.
Keltie Colleen. Amazing person and shes so strong, I doubt she'll read it, but she seriously is.
Now one of my Idols.

Ryan Ross. Hes done bad, but he still, and always will be my Idol.

Today I just finished a hhhuggee project. With all the drama in my friend's life and in mine we put it off for a while. We had to make a magazine and basically had to do it all in one night like 16 atricles, and I had to make all the titles on photo filtre so they'd look nice. Oh well it turned out amazing. So I'm happy.;]

Peacers from a reeeally tierd Jordan,
xoxo

Say your sorry that face of angel comes out just when you need it to.

Everythings ok.

My weekend was terrible. But thats over.... kinda.

My dad and step mom got in a fight[thought those stopped] and I was once again traumatized, but from being in that situation so much, I learned to get over it. So the tears faded away, and I was normal again.

And my grandma has to go to treatment for a gambling problem, well she was going to. Now she says she doesn't want to.

Drama is an extreme fail. I hate it and I wish the world could be rid of it.

Other then that everythings good. I cut my hair,put red streaks in it, got a new obsession to chocolate altoids, had a good cry, and had some good laughs in only a few days. Nothing is amazing right now, but we deal.

,Jordan

F is for friends who do stuff together U is for you and me N is for anywhere at any time at all down here in louisianeee

Woof. Im tierd, just on for a quick update. Terrible news though kiddies.

My bestfriend found out today that she does have diabetes. Type 1. I want to cry because she doesn't deserve the finger pricking and bad sugar free candy for the rest of her long life. I try to comfort her as much as I can. She's short minded, I know it will be in the back of her head but for now she's on to better things.

Valentines Days is around the corner, f**** I'm wondering what I can get her. Poor child loved her sugar. Kaylin,Kaylin. Mabye it's from years of sugar loaded gum, candy and ice cream. She was a tad bit obsessive.:[ Oh well nothing I can do except be there for her.

Stick it out champ,

Jordan

ps ayeee, bright side. at least she still has her sexy blue eyes.

"He smiles it's like the radio,"

So it's been a few days. Not much has happened. I'm friends with my best friend again, which I'm very sad to announce might have diabetes.:[ Yeah, I'm terribly worried. My friends are what keep me sane.

Anyways schools been good, I had a total blast today. A dude I like seemed to notice me a tad bit more, I started writing a story, and the bus ride home was epic. Yeah, I was in tears from laughing. Some iphone app.. its a retarted looking camel.. its mouth moves when you talk. and it farted. Lmfao.

It had me and my friends dying of laughter. The other kids were just like "O_O". Oh well. Being pretty odd is fun. hee.

SOO ANYWAYS. I've been reading Keltie Colleen's blog[Ryan's gf, and a really awesome person] God she doesn't deserve the crap she goes through. If you don't like her leave her the f*** alone. SERIOUSLY. Just because she's dating Ryan doesn't mean she's a whore, doesn't mean she's a bad person. Chances are she's alot cooler then you and because of that she's got him. So stop being jealous. She has these entries of total epiceness, srsly, beside drawing, music, and my friends, her blog is my drug. Hhaha. Oh Keltie you amaze me.

And, I've been readin Ryan's blog. srsly.Brendon's dog looks Identical to one of mine. They are clones. I will prove it. Brendon, expect me at your house for some investigation. Bogart=Lucky.

hahaha Bogart.

OH.GEES. Important info. Some giant chick stole my purse, threw in in the trash, stole my 20 dollars, both of my books, and my perfume. OH YAYYY. lol so that was last week and I only got the bag back. Ahh well. Bright side is my phone wasn't in it. My orthopedic appointment has been moved 3 times, now it's next Thurday and My arm feels like it's going to fall off at the shoulder. And I'm almost posotive one of my New years resolutions won't be accomplished(sing in front of someone other then brooke, trust me, your voice isnt terrible) Last phrase. Izzie=sexy.

;],

Jordan

p.s like my sexy decoration?

p.s.s I'ma go eat a pickle. oh hot dammnn it's cold in hurr.

p.s.s.s Uh.. this one was jsut here to look cool.

Life is twice as pretty once your dead

So alot has happened. Nothing amazing just the simple Jered being an a**. My week: TONS OF HUGE TESTS, got in a fight with my best friend, made up, got grounded, fussed with Jered. Fun fun.
So my mom and him sat me down and we talked about my 'additude'. Whatever, he's the a** that makes the arguements continue,not me.
So they moved my Orthopedic appointment to thursday. I'm tierd of this. I just need a diognosas. Do I need surgery or not? Gees.
Haven't talked or seen my dad in a few weeks, so I'm supposed to go to his house tommorow, if that works out.:/
I found most of my teachers strongly dislike me.Haha. Oh well, it goes both ways.
I won't bore you.
Buh bye.

,Jordan

"Can we clib this mountain? I don't know. Higher now then ever before"

WILLIEEE. LYK WOE NAH.

Sort of a venting entry, don't think to much into it.


:] Heller. So it's late... or early. Anyways tonight was fun, partially. It started out fun anyways. My mom's friends came over, again. Oh and Jered let the dogs in the house, Willie's freaking hyper, but he loves me now.[Willie's our new dog]

Anyways, it was fun up until the part where my mom tripped out. I mentioned something about her drinking and she freaked. Saying how she never drinks, she doesn't stumble into her room every night. I was like ok, and minding my own bisuness after the lecture. And all of a sudden she goes " GO IN YOUR ROOM."
"Why?"

"YOUR ANNOYING ME."

"What did I do?"

[jered buts in, but lets skip that]

" JUST GO."

So I went I could hear them talking about me. She was portraying me to have a perfect life, and she was whinning about her dad, which I feel bad, he was an alchoholic. I mean, I've seen my dad stumble, he use to be an alcholic.[God I can't spell] I've seen horrible fights between him and my step mom. I've had my dad be away from me for months, She knows it all. She knows I'm scared about him dying, because he smokes so much, because he's a horrible driver and could lose his one kidney and bam. Dead.
She knows I haven't had a perfect life. I was pissed listening to that, no, I don't want her to explain my life's story to them. But, don't act like I'm some brat with a no problem life. A no prob. life doesn't exist in this world, never has.

But it cleared up, they left. We wen't and talked. She was about to cry because I told her how my dad had drunk 4 beers and a shot the other day, and how I was worried he was going down that path again. We talked about my friend, and her horrible situation, we talked about it all.

I'm glad we did, because I vented. Normally I'm a very closed up person, It sucks but I can never push my self to vent to anyone but a freaking computer screen, or a diary.
I love my mom to death. Would do anything, and I mean anything for her. End of story.

Drags out miles in America breifcase in hand

HA

God... so I had a doctors appointment again. I am annoyed. Wrecks sucks booty. And no one thought it would drag out so long.
xray.mri. and now I have to see and orthopedic doctor on tuesday. No clue what that is. No clue if I really care. I'm betting the doctor thinks I'm faking. Anyways at least I got out of P.e. for it I sure do look like a retard trying to do jumping jacks when only one arm can go up all the way.
It's 1:44am I crashed out a 6:50pm, with an aching back. Now I can't seem to fall back asleep.
Nothing much has happened other then that,just sneaking on for a short update.

lawls I just found some v-day thing I gave to my mom a few years back. Damn thats an ugly cupid... at least I'm better at drawing now. I've been practicing alot, and its become a lot funner. Idk, I had just stopped for a while.
On a musical note, I'm trying to get my old guitar teacher back so I can learn, I've put it off for to long and if I'm going to be a guitarist I've obv. need to learn the guitar. I've got the desire for it, just need the skills.alright peacee out.

,jordan

Panic at the discoooo<3

lol me looking like a total tard.



Heh, sorry for such a lloooong wait. Wow. Well Christmas has passed. New years has passed. Woop woop, 2009. I got a camera and an Iphone. Not the camera I wanted, but I'm more then content. The iphone is awesome :] it's great. I have tons-o-apps. One, pops popcorn, hha and obviously, you can't really eat it. My camera broke though... everytime I turn it on it makes a loud noise,and the lens doesn't come out, so my dad has to take it back and get it fixed. I should probubaly get on to telling him but I'm kinda scared. He'll trip out. Ahhh well.

I got an MRI, a few weeks back. Nothing wrong with my muscles. The wreck did something, I know it cause I still can't lift my arm up all the way, and I got horrible neck pain last night. Mabye it's bulging disks who knows. The body is complicated.

So, I've been keeping up on read blogs, more then I've updated my own obvously. Ryan's[ryan ross] is awesome, and Jon[jon walker] pops in every once and a while, which is awesome. And Keltie Colleen's is cool. Not sure if I spelled it right. I started William Becket's today. My friend has a major crush on him ever since I showed her The Academy is..'s 'About a girl' video. Ya... he is pretty friggin attractive. Haha. God and I think I finally decided on my favorite Patd song. Northern Downpour. It'll change.

P.s. I just had a dentist appointment.
P.s.s. Laughing gas makes your tummy hurt.O.o
Ps.s. I've been drawing alllot lately. I don't know why I stopped, but some guy at my mom's work payed me t draw his kid. Easy ten bucks.